Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The Defeated Soul

Never before was my life so painful
Never before was my life so unbearable
Never before...
Until that fateful day
When you walked into my life,
My days brightened up, my sun smiled
The sweet melody of cheerfulness filled up my life

From the yonder skies,
You walked in
Filling my empty life with some hope
With some warmth
With love
Promising, that you’ll stay close to me for eternity
Eternity, a word whose meaning I never really understood
You walked away
Ripping away my heart, my happiness,
My smile

But enough time to repent,
Repent why I ever did let you inside my life
Now, I’m alone...
All alone, because I threw away my friends,
So that I could spend my time with you alone...
Because I threw away souls which truly loved me,
So that I could spend my time with you alone...
The blame is on me
For having destroyed my own progress and my own life
There you are, happy as you can be,
Like a vulture looking out for innocent preys

If I ever have a chance to rewrite my life,
Would I go back to set things straight with you?
Or would I go back to skip your part in my life?
I really don’t know...
But as ever, I’ll sit and brood, and get myself depressed,
Because
You walked away
Ripping away my heart, my happiness,
My smile

Never before was my life so painful
Never before was my life so unbearable
Never before...

-
Jk