Sunday, August 24, 2008

The reason for my downfall…




I saw my destination right from where I was standing

Everything was clear

As I took my first steps forwards, a sense of overwhelming enthusiasm took over me

I was so happy to have a soulful journey like that

A sense of commitment and dedication filled the insides of my heart and mind

To work on something so meaningful and full filling was what I was looking for all my life

And when I found such a thing I was just glad that I did

The first few steps were perfect

I was greeted all the way

Then came a time were the path was full of thorns and stones

Hurt, limping, I went forward

So proud to have overcome difficulties, I failed to see that those weren’t the real ones

Swayed by enormous pride, my vision faltered

My sight fell on the roadside restaurant, restaurant of silly pleasures

I went in for light refreshment, but instead I ended up having a whole dinner for an hour

Realized I was late for my destination, I burst out, cursing my irresponsible mind

Just to see a bad storm developing

The wind, the rain, the lightning, thunder…

I still moved forward

For a second there, I just thought about having a nap before straining myself any further

Which I will regret for my entire life

I took refuge in the motel of Love
Which promised me a lifetime of rent-free stay

Days became months

Suddenly one fine day, the motel owner started demanding me rent for all the months of stay

Betrayed, fooled,

I paid her with all the money I had with me

I lost all my money, precious time which could’ve been used to help me reach my destination

But when I came out of the motel,

I was so depressed to see that

I failed my mission

I lost all that I was once proud of.

And even more depressing was the fact that,

The reason for my downfall… was ME!




Everyman Gets what he deserves.. Not what he desires


Cya then
Love
Jk